I'm Back!! ...yet again

WOW!! Is it just me or has it been for FOREVER since I've gotten on?? I highly doubt any of you noticed (directed to my whole 3 followers)! You know, this blog is pretty important to me, it's something I can come back and look at whenever I please and remember all my silly dreams and fears. It'll be a great thing to do as I get older and change. I can come back here and always see who I really am inside if I ever loose it. Pretty powerfull stuff eh? I suggest, if you haven't already, that you get a blog and that you update it and only say things that are 100% honest to yourself! Heck, even though I really wish I had more followers, this blog is really here for me to get my feelings out, moral support if you will. So I have about a month until I'm 18! This is sooo exciting but I would be lying if I said I'm not scared. It's something I've literally been looking forward to since I was 13. Back then I always felt like I would have my life all planned out, written in stone, boy was I off!!! I have about... 0% of a clue of what I'm going to do with my life! That's the key, it's what scares me and excites me at the same time. You see, I'm a person who has always needed plans, I've gone my whole life doing the exact same things, even small little things like ordering food somewhere. Now some of you might not think this is a big deal but just recently I've found out it is!! I'm finally breaking out of my plans and just being.... ME! hehe you should try it sometime! :P 18... here I come.... ready or not!!!