for my so called "friend"

wow okay so you want to go around pointing fingers at me about what i've done?! This all happened so long ago and you decide to bring it up now?!? Things you SWORE you'd never tell anyone and things you promised you wouldn't judge me on. Okay so i made a couple mistakes in life. Your life isn't perfect either! You just pretend it is. But i know you and i know what you do too. and guess what, im going to be the bigger person here and NOT go telling parents about all the mistakes you made because that is NOT what a TRUE friend does. So go ahead, feel sorry for yourself. You were someone that i wanted to see have such a better life than me. i wanted you to be HAPPY in life because of all the shit you've went through. I thought no one deserved it more than you. Wow was i wrong. Turns out you're just a two-face even to ME who was supposed to be your best friend! Wow now i really can't wait to get out of this place. I always felt bad about it, leaving you alone. But now i want you to feel alone, i want you to feel the way you made me feel and how you LIED to my FACE about everything. I really hope that happens to you, and someday, i believe it will. I'm not going to hurt you or do anything to you, i'm only going to simply act as if you don't exist, because to me, you no longer do. Have a good life without me even though you and i both know you need me more than i ever needed you.